Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @7:47 PM
gosh. flunk mock exam like never before. scored even lower than jct when i got an F back then. i know last minute studying doesn't help but it's like i make the funniest and stupidest mistakes that i gave up marking my own script. my tutor thought i didn't mark since i gave the extremely impatient face. although the marks won't be included(mock exam yea..), but that pathetic score only made me worried to the max. pondered on the bus ride home. sighs. i did the set of prelim questions but still, revision wasn't thorough at all. i have only myself to blame. STUDY AHHHHHHHHHHH.
can't help but think of what's happening to me. deteriorating results year after year. am i not cult for studying? that's not an excuse. singapore's education system caters to every one, so i should learn to handle stress(uh stress?) and think! think more! think and analyse. must adjust myself to the TLLM policy.
for the first time i see my brother doing work, and not playing games at this time. how amazing.